I’m blogging from work….shhhh! Don’t tell anyone!
I’m breaking my own personal rule to not blog at work (a rule I made not because I hate wasting company time, but because I’m paranoid our IT department will read what I send across the network and know that I’m fat) because someone brought in doughnuts and I really want one. I’m hoping that by writing this, I will talk myself out of eating any one.
I don’t even like doughnuts particularly! Now if someone had have shown up with a Lick’s burger and some onion rings, I can see myself being tempted. But a slightly stale doughnut from Tim Horton’s?! They’re not even good ones?! What is with this weirdo craving? It’s affecting my desire to keep working at this! I want to be thin now, dammit! Not in a few years!
I think it’s a bit sad this desire to not actually work at losing weight can be directly correlated to my proximity to junk food!